ME, MYSELF AND I


Fast steem fall
One more time.

Every word smashed with excuses.
Bones filled with guilt.

Myself disperses through the holes of the bottom.
Intrudes deeper, deeper, steemer...
Into the ground.
Intrudes through sensual,
Through enlightened flows of my shell.
Me,
Swallows little ball-shaped red-coloured shits
That I left behind the last time we were here.
Me, myself and I.

Darkness.Oh, but yes.
Oh, but of course.

Sharp thin ray of light
Touches the eyeballs.
Once.
Just once.

Breaks through.
Warm.                              
Spontaneous.                  
Sincere.
Emerges.                              
Stretches.   
And disperses.
It is the only light that you see
In your deep down world.
Only once a day.
Only once.

Waiting for.

Then,
It leaves Me again.
Myself disperses through the holes of the bottom.
Again.

I pray to be awaked.
Placing little signs all around.
I hope to be shaken.
In a bliss. By hurt.

But,
My scream imprisoned in my face.
The face of Me still glued to the bottom.
Moment of silence.
False breathing.
Myself adjusting.
Again.

Searching my proper face
For the place
And all the needs.
Wishes and fears.
I am adjusting.
Again
To satisfy.
To erase.
To hide.

Waiting.

To rip the face of the bottom.
Dive into it.
Then emerge back to the sun.
Back to us.
Me, myself and I.

Not only once a day. But for-ever.

Waiting.

To collect my pieces.
To collect our bones.
Waiting.
While the laughter finds a way through my nose.

Jana

Mrljica - kuglica


Smjestit ću te u okvir,
Okvir ogledala.
Kapnut ću te,
Da se razliješ.
U malenu mrljicu,
U nju smjestit ću
Kuglicu malenu,
Kuglicu sreće.
I bit ćeš.

U okviru.
Okviru ogledala.

Proviri malo,
Pogledaj se.
To si ti.
Mrljica-kuglica.
Kuglica-mrljica.

Samo to i ništa više.

Pazi da se ogledalo ne raspe.
Sedam godina nesreće.

Smjestit ću te u okvir,
Okvir ogledala.

Rasprsni ogledalo.
Pogledaj iza,
Izvan. Van.
Virni dublje.
U se.

Smjesti se gdje želiš.
Budi.

TO SUSAN


Sips of my coffee.
remind me of you.
Every morning is the same.
Past is forever away.
So hollow my world is.
Wish they could bring you back.
Back to my world,
so empty without you.
Rain drops don\'t hurt anymore.
Only soften my skin,and bare my soul.
The way your fingers did.
Forever that thought is there.
My world fell appart
the moment you walked away.
Calling your name
deep somewhere behind,
even past myself.
Every morning is the same.
Past is forever away.
That morning coffee
is tasteless without you!

ŠŠŠŠšššššŠŠŠŠŠšššššš


Kao pijesak isuh se,
razlivši se u pješčanu dinu,
prekrasnu, nježno, valovitu.
Što stopala ti umiva toplinom.

Pa zvonko dotaknuh nebo,
svileno i prpošno,
nebo boje purpura,
u čijem bljesku budiš se ti.

Srele smo se tamo,
na komadiću vate,
u punini mekoće,
nebeske istine.

Ruka u ruci,
bez napetosti,
bez žudnje i čežnje.

Ispile malo,
samo gutljaj,
po gutljaj,
da ostane za kasnije.

Podijelile gutljaj,
samo jedan,
po jedan,
da ne izgubimo nijedan.

Srele smo se,
zapjevala si,
otpjevala sam.
U beskraj.
U beskraj.

Volim.

Jana

Farewell


My shattered heart so
hollow,
inside me, so much pain,
my bleeding soul, crying,
lost love, tearing me
apart...
I am cursed to the
sorrow,
screams inside, heart
slain,
without you, I am dying,
farewell, queen of my
heart...

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